forge ahead and leave me behind
I’ll tear apart my body to find
the darkness that ruins the light
that haunts me dawn to night
I’ll throw it down to the floor
smother it in radiance till it moves no more
when I’m finally free and we can be together
I’ll catch up and we can start on forever
Sometimes I get absorbed in my own selfishness, and we butt heads. I’m sorry that I think everything has to be about me sometimes.
I get so tired of him constantly thinking that everything I do has to do with him. I’m feeling irritable because I’m PMSing. And he goes “I have a feeling it’s because of me.” even though I tell him “No. It’s not because of you.” and so he walks about on eggshells like I’m going to smack him or something, constantly thinking that if I’m not happy? It’s his fault.